I met this boy.

I have absolutely no idea how to describe him, it all seemed so much easier yesterday.

He irritates me, he confuses me, he makes me doubt myself, I never know what to think or feel when it comes to this boy but there's one thing I do know, that I'm unable to get him out of my head.

One minute, he's deep & intense, and the next.... he's distant & flighty. One minute, I'm the world's coolest person and the next, I'm the world's worst person. I don't know what to think.

Half of the things he says, it takes me a while to understand and I think that annoys him...that I'm not always on the same page, but why am I letting myself get all hot and bothered over some guy I met online? I guess my curiosity is just increasing and increasing, but I might have to try to find a way to switch off.... I've got no idea how to though. I don't even know what I'm saying. I'm going to finish cleaning, and go to bed....